"Living at risk is jumping off the cliff
and building your wings on the way down."

- Ray Bradbury

Wednesday, June 18, 2003
hahaz.. his bday today and just lyk all other guys, he got poled. hahaha.. only diff is dat he got tree-ed instead of getting poled. haha.. canoeing tradition.. hm.. anw, pple kept asking y i din go out with him. haha.. had to explain to them dat there's nth going on btw us. (yah, to alexis and beat. din haf chance to tell u all, so now u noe. hahaz) i still find it weird dat i'm not sad. hahaz.. disappointed, yes. definitely. but not sad. haha.. dunno y leh. but the overriding emotion is relief! guess i'm just happy dat everything's settled even though the conclusion isnt wad i wld haf liked. but yup.. things r better lidat lah. at least i dun haf sleepless nites anymore. hahaz

den.. abt daniel.. q spastic. he kept asking me to watch the hulk with him today! madness.. told him i'm nv planned to watch it but he kept insisting dat it's q a gd movie to catch. but i still go watch it lah. it luks kinda fake lor. dun think i'll appreciate it anw.. i dun really noe wad he wans with me lah, but i think he's nice and stuff lor. not really my type though.. -shrugs- anw, michelle told me i can either move on or hang in there.. told her i dun think there's much hope to hang on to. hahaz.. i'll move on lah. but i dunno how long it'll take. i dunno leh.. still dun feel sad. it's really damn weird cos i think i'm supposed to feel sad dat everything ended b4 it even started, rite? but then again, i'm glad cos i dowan to feel sad. hahahaz

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